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Huh.

I guess I'm slightly a mess right now.

My left foot has been hurting for over a week. Occasionally, I limp. Damn.

All the recent drama in my life has definetely been paying a toll on me. Sleeping is something that happens when my body gives out, not when I want to. Eating probably the same thing.

I go to work, I go home. Wait for phone calls that may or may not come. Surf internet, play internet poker, read, go to bed.

Thankfully, work is going to be such hell for the next 3 weeks that my mind will not be able to completely focus on all that is fucked up in my life right now.

Not to mention I need to go to a sweet 16 party this weekend. Frankly, one that I am not looking forward to at all. But I have to go. Blargh.

I guess I'm bitching, aren't I? Oh well... it's been a while since a full bitching post.

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professorbird
Oct. 5th, 2004 09:26 am (UTC)
Sorry about the party. Of course, if you're limping you get out of having to dance with the birthday girl. ;)

Feel better and call me tonight if you want to really bitch to someone who knows how to listen to family bitching. Been doing it lots longer than you my dear.

Oh yeah, I love you too.
luna_littleone
Oct. 5th, 2004 09:38 am (UTC)
you are allowed.
More than allowed.
It cleanses the soul actually.

Then again I find screaming into my pillow cleansing.
I guess that's why I do fight practice once a week.
So I can hit things and get it out.

*hugs*
Here's hoping things clear out for you soon.
cleovale
Oct. 5th, 2004 09:47 am (UTC)
I think youre entitled to some bitching. Hey.. we havent had a fish post lately *grin*
boymeat
Oct. 5th, 2004 10:12 am (UTC)
One of them died on my birthday. Damn... I'm still bitching.
mystrys
Oct. 5th, 2004 10:48 am (UTC)
I Was..
just about to ask the same thing - I'm still hoping for a "Boymeat Fish Cam" :)!

HUGZ Boymeat!!! -Mystrys
redhead_sue
Oct. 5th, 2004 09:57 am (UTC)
Bitch away. You have things to bitch about. And hey, have you actually read everyone else's LJ lately? *Everyone* bitches, it's like the LJ motto or something.

lolitasir
Oct. 5th, 2004 10:42 am (UTC)
You are supposed to meet me today after work.
boymeat
Oct. 5th, 2004 10:48 am (UTC)
Thank you for reminding me. Like I said, I'm a mess.
sadisticseraph
Oct. 5th, 2004 12:43 pm (UTC)
*hugs* I'll call you when I'm feeling better. I really want to see you and try to help you feel better, when you're not too busy. *hug again*
boymeat
Oct. 6th, 2004 09:47 am (UTC)
I'd like that. Please do.
petemosq
Oct. 5th, 2004 01:01 pm (UTC)
Everyone needs to have a bitchfest, so have at it!
Spleen bearing is good for the soul! You got my heart man.
thanophile
Oct. 5th, 2004 02:27 pm (UTC)
Evereyone's entitled to their fair share of bitching. ;)

You should take better care of yourself, though. ...and I hope your foot gets better! =)
gypsytea
Oct. 6th, 2004 02:51 pm (UTC)
skidding through the blues
I hit a real bad case of the blues once, when a relationship went south.

Real bad blues.

For three months, I hid in my cubbyhole room. I did go to work each day, where I functioned just marginally; 'twas a good thing I didn't have any major projects in process at the time. I came home. I barely ate. I rented endless movies and watched them...that is, on the days that I didn't just fall asleep at 8:30 or 9 pm. I spoke my sorrow to only a few close friends.

But eventually, it passed. And my life went on. And I was better for it.

a modern general consensus is that blues/depression is bad. And it can be. But in some ways, I believe it serves a function...to get you to slow down, digest what's happened, to allow your system (emotional/mental/physical) to heal from the blows in its own time.

So bitch. And allow yourself to be somewhat of a mess right now. And if you feel like it, vent to a close friend, or to all of us here. That's what we, your friends here, are for-- to share the bad times with the good.

Sending you love and strength.... --T.
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