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Trying to inject some levity.

Of course. Why would my father's hospital room be anything else?

Room #69

I'm trying to smile, I'm trying to laugh.

It's hard. I'm really fucking scared right now.

I'm scared for him. I'm scared for my family. I'm scared about how this might change my life completely.

Fuck.

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meapet
Aug. 7th, 2006 02:22 pm (UTC)
Hugs and healing energy.
luna_littleone
Aug. 7th, 2006 02:25 pm (UTC)
lots of healing and positive vibes your way.
feyrieprincess
Aug. 7th, 2006 02:25 pm (UTC)
I live off exit 69...
*hugs
sweetcandymike
Aug. 7th, 2006 02:33 pm (UTC)
Breathe.
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boy_wonderwolf
Aug. 7th, 2006 02:52 pm (UTC)
Quoted from your Surviving Corporeal workshop,

"Breathe"
"Relax"

Still very good advice even if you hate having to hear it.
*Hugs* You are in my thoughts.
professorbird
Aug. 8th, 2006 01:13 am (UTC)
Excellent advice...but often followed by "ouch"
creepyfnord
Aug. 7th, 2006 02:55 pm (UTC)
Just remember, Whatever happens will happen in a 69!(I'm such a 12yr old)

But seriously man, Hugs and good vibes and such. My thoughts are with you all.
paksen
Aug. 7th, 2006 03:01 pm (UTC)
Hey Man,
What do you need from us, your friends? I know you said you didn't want any "I'm sorry"'s... but what do you want? How can we support you?
Lots and lots of us care .... (I think you know that but just in case you forgot.)

CHeers,

Paksen
julian_wolf
Aug. 7th, 2006 05:33 pm (UTC)
I'm with paksen, What can we do for you?

(other than send lots of "woo-woo" your way)
lolitasir
Aug. 7th, 2006 03:12 pm (UTC)
It's too early to be scared.
lonewolf_w_cub
Aug. 7th, 2006 04:02 pm (UTC)
Let us know if there's anything we can do.
cleovale
Aug. 7th, 2006 05:00 pm (UTC)
youre strong.. you and yours can deal with whatever the result is, no matter how difficult and scary. *hug*
njlexi
Aug. 7th, 2006 05:03 pm (UTC)
*hugs* One step at a time. You have built up an amazing support network for yourself, and this is definnitely the time to utilize us. :)

If you'd like me to get his name added to the prayer list at schul, email it to me. *hugs and licks*
panther
Aug. 7th, 2006 05:18 pm (UTC)
I can do nothing more than send love and good wishes. I've only met your father a small handful of times, but you know that your family is precious to me.

*love and warm thoughts going to you, your dad, your aunt, etc.*
professorbird
Aug. 8th, 2006 01:14 am (UTC)
His aunt thanks you.

Hugs to you as well my dear friend.
feyrieprincess
Aug. 7th, 2006 06:07 pm (UTC)
I meant to tell you earlier...
Lolita speaks true. It's too soon to worry. Listen to your sis, for she is wise.

Doctors are required to inform you of the worst case scenerio. My father and uncle have foot necrosis and there are an amazing number of effective treatments. Even if they do have to remove something, it is often a tiny piece of bone, which they replace with a synthetic.

If doctors were alarm clocks they'd wake you up in the morning with, "Good morning Mr.Meat, I'm sorry to inform you that, taking into consideration your age, diet, and lifestyle, today you have a 19% chance of being struck by an oncoming car and becoming a quadraplegic, a 21.5% chance of caffine-induced kidney failure requiring life-long daily dialysis treatments, and a 6.45% chance of spontaneously combusting and being covered in disfiguring 3rd degree burns on 97% of your body. Do enjoy your morning, Mr.Meat and have a nice day".
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kimidreams
Aug. 7th, 2006 07:50 pm (UTC)
*lots of hugs and positive thoughts your way*
lookslikelori
Aug. 7th, 2006 08:25 pm (UTC)
We cannot predict the wreckage of the future.

Spend your energy thinking good thoughts instead :)

You can do it!!

Lori
705_468_560
Aug. 7th, 2006 11:56 pm (UTC)
The room number is a good sign that you are supposed to laugh. We are all here to help you with the laugh and to help you with the scared.
professorbird
Aug. 8th, 2006 01:15 am (UTC)
I had the same reaction to the room number. I swear it's genetic!

You know how I feel, I won't go over it here. I'm here for you. Now, later, always. You're not just my nephew, you're a dear and valued friend. And that's the coolest part of all.
impgrrl
Aug. 8th, 2006 01:17 am (UTC)
Thinking of you.

lthrlibrarian
Aug. 8th, 2006 03:10 am (UTC)
Lots of love to you Boymeat.
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