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The start of a new week - inventory

Well, just about a week has passed now since Ohio. Time to look in-wards and see where I am.

I'm still brilliantly happy. Actually, lets be more precise. I am happy in my own skin, for the first time in a very, very long time. It is an interesting feeling... and I am enjoying it immensely. What feels even better about it is that it happened independently to anything else that has been occurring in my life. There were no crutches, other people, or illusions involved. This was something that needed to happen on its own terms, at its own pace, and within me only. And it did.

The future - I can honestly say I am happy about where I am headed. I am taking the steps needed on several different paths, all leading to one brighter future point. New job, new living situations, new connections. They are all being developed, some quicker than others, some slower than others. All at the right pace for me right now. This makes me happy.

So, I'm moving down the path that I need to travel. I'll probably stumble a few times along the way - I mean, who doesn't. But, so far, all systems say go.

This is cool.

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chixalfred
Aug. 24th, 2003 01:56 pm (UTC)
I don't hate you.
angel320
Aug. 24th, 2003 02:03 pm (UTC)
How wonderful....
you are still glowing with happiness and peace...May it continue forever :)
finubala
Aug. 24th, 2003 02:36 pm (UTC)
I'm so glad to hear that you are in your 'happy place' right now.

Let's just hope there are plenty of 'happy trees' and whatnot (ala artist Bob Kane?)

abtarchive
Aug. 24th, 2003 03:31 pm (UTC)
*hug* I'm really happy for you. Glad you are both in a good place and have the perspective to recognize it.
ex_mommabear187
Aug. 24th, 2003 05:53 pm (UTC)
We talked last night, its nice to see you a bit more centered than usual, and I hope it lasts. I dealt with some of the issues we briefly discussed last night several years ago, and the catalyst for me was True Spirit Conference... so I hope the fruits of Ohio last and bring happiness the way mine did :)

We both think you're great (leatherangel and I), and I hope to hang out soon again, this time with her around :)
jadia
Aug. 25th, 2003 07:41 am (UTC)
Yay! go go go!
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