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2005 - what a year

We are only 2 weeks into 2005 and I say already with deep sincerity that this is shaping up to be an interesting year.

If the pace of the last 3 weeks keeps up, I am going to need some serious tranquilizers, because it's getting pretty intense.

And not a bad intense either. Different. Multiple storylines presenting themselves, all of them representing mini Choose Your Own Adventure books.

If Phil decides to kiss this girl, turn to page 83.
If he decides to stand back and watch the steamroller creep closer, turn to page 128.

10 years is a long time. A third of my entire life. My mind is a whirl of images, thoughts, memories, voices, emotions.

People. Faces. Loved ones, both near and far. Storylines of my life... paths taken and not. Uncertain futures, and blissful pasts. And a man standing in the eye of the storm, calmly appreciating the chaos that swirls around him.

I wasn't able to get to sleep last night until after 3 in the morning, primarily because I couldn't get my brain to sit still.

I think it's time to start interviewing ghost writers for a book. My life would make a great piece of fiction.


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Jan. 10th, 2005 07:04 am (UTC)
it might sound cliche to say I know how you feel but I really do. The past couple of weeks have been an interesting mix of personal growth and a whirlwind of "what's going on?" scenarios.

Relationships forming, pulling apart, morphing.
My own personal needs doing the same thing. I feel like I am in the middle of some kind of mutant experiment but not sure where it is going and what I will look like in the end.

I usually don't feel this way.
I usually don't start questioning my surrounding for at least 4-5 months into the year.
This is only week three of 2005.

What's going on?
Must be the global warming.
Jan. 10th, 2005 07:17 am (UTC)
Wow. I've been sick since the start of 2005, and the end result is that I feel like everything is on hold for me, like the year hasn't started yet. All I do is take medicine, go to work, go home and sack out on the couch. (It's pretty much all I'm capable of at the moment.) But while I'm on hold, you're out there having revelations! Good to know that we're all living at different speeds. :)
Jan. 10th, 2005 07:20 am (UTC)
Yes, but I am beginning to desperately need couch time. And I have 3 more weekends of chaos coming yet.
Jan. 11th, 2005 06:07 pm (UTC)
hmmm someone who could write your life....It's not like you know any writers... Oh no wait, there's me! :D
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