October 22nd, 2003

Childhood dreams

Did you ever get that feeling where a nice temper tantrum seems like the best idea in the world? Wanting to really let loose, pounding and kicking everything, breaking everything in sight around you, screaming and cussing and violently spinning around the room, not caring what gets in your way?

And then, imagine that after everything was done, and you expended all that pent up rage and frustration and misery from your body by breaking everything in existence around you, imagine that everything would just magically go back to where they were. All good, one piece, no mess, no breakage, pristine.

And there you are, breathing hard, but happy. Calm. Collected. Sated.

Mmmm. Yeah. That would be really nice right now.
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