I'm home from California... had a great time, albeit too short.
I know birthdays are supposed to be happy, but I'm actually feeling quite lethargic today.
I thought that as our relationship grew, it would become easier to handle seeing my fae for short stents of time. I thought it would be easier to say farewell, knowing I would see her soon.
It isn't. It's becoming so much harder.
I cried my eyes out when she drove away yesterday.
Love... it's a wonderful thing. But damn I miss her right now. Hard.