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Sometimes... just sometimes... I really want my old fucking lives back.

But then I realize. You can't ever have what you had again.

And you move on.


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May. 25th, 2005 03:02 am (UTC)
I know exactly what you mean.
May. 25th, 2005 03:08 am (UTC)
And you move on.

Well, you do your best to move on. Some days are better than others.
May. 25th, 2005 03:09 am (UTC)
May. 25th, 2005 04:09 am (UTC)
Indeed ...
May. 25th, 2005 04:44 am (UTC)
Yup. Thank you for the clarity. True, true.
May. 25th, 2005 11:25 am (UTC)
sometimes it takes time to ralize that the path still moves forward but yes.

somedays it's harder than others.
May. 25th, 2005 02:27 pm (UTC)
I'm living that now, with my move back to Long Island after living in DC for 3 years. The landscapes, friends, relationships, home. Nothing is ever the same.
May. 25th, 2005 02:35 pm (UTC)
No, you can't ever go back. And I don't mean to be all Pollyanna about it, but I was watching "Desperate Housewives" the other night (yes, I love that show) and there was a story about a wife who always knew when things got bad, that "The best is yet to come." Okay, I don't usually pass on philosophy from tv shows, but I liked that. Because I really do believe it. If you think all the best times are in the past, then what's the point? You have to believe that you have even better times ahead. And I believe that for you. Because you're a great guy and you deserve it, and karma works that way.:)

See you tonight...
May. 25th, 2005 09:26 pm (UTC)
No honey...you can't....you are now the total sum of all experiences - both good and bad....but things will never, ever be the same - most likely, they are not the same as you remember...
time has a way of painting memories in gold....

Life will get better...it always does...

enjoy the life you have now....enjoy it to the fullest....change will come in time...
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