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Tough day

Today was a really tough day for me.

Lots of surprises, none of them particularly good. I feel like in one aspect of my life, I am stuck on a track like a train, and I can't get off.

Work is really hard for me these days. It's taking a lot out of me... when I get home, I feel drained. Emotionally, physically, mentally.

But, in the midst of the surprises, I maintained my composure. I wore my poker face. I played one card, yes, but that was a probing shot. (Yes, I know that no one understood anything I just wrote. I wrote it for me.)

I'm tired. And I'm trying really hard to find my way off this train. If it would only slow down enough for me to catch my breath.

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cleovale
Aug. 18th, 2005 04:36 am (UTC)
*hug*
njlexi
Aug. 18th, 2005 06:12 am (UTC)
i'm so sorry that your life isn't going in a direction you are pleased with. On the positive side, though, you have lots of cheer leaders to back you up when you jump to a better track.

Have a great time this weekend ... just focus on that till Friday!
boxofchaos
Aug. 18th, 2005 01:34 pm (UTC)
"in the midst of the surprises, I maintained my composure. I wore my poker face. I played one card"

This is always draining. Have a great weekend, it's almost here!
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