Boymeat (boymeat) wrote,

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Exercise in self-control

You know something, it's really hard to hold back on accustomed practices after they become habit. Every morning, after I get dressed and grab my glass of orange juice, I sit by the computer, light my cigarette, and thumb through the day's newspaper while I sign on to AOL. And every morning, Imp is there, and we say good morning. She was there this morning... and it was all I could do not to say hello.

When I get to work, there is always a voice mail and an e-mail waiting for me, saying hello again. I was dissapointed not to find them this morning.

Finally, throughout the day, we call each other. We e-mail each other, back and forth. Today, its all I can do not to pick up the phone.
Damn this is hard.

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