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A moment to reflect in awe.

Sometimes, life feels like it is just struggling to get by, grinding out the days with the eye set on climbing back into that bed and escaping for a while.

And yet other times, if you let it... if you really just let go and allow life to shower you with everything it has, which is a hard thing to do sometimes... it will bring you joys and adventures and passion by the crate full.

Me? I'm letting life do its thing. Life is showering me in kind... wonderfully.

This Friday, I embark on a grand adventure that has no ending. On Friday I fly down to the beaches of North Carolina to spend a long weekend with my love and her family. On Monday, we load up her car, take George the Cat along and drive 9 hours north. There, my home will become our home. A new adventure will start, one that involves co-habitation and the merging of lives and introducing a cat to a full tank of was-pretty-secure-with-life-until-now fishies.

Early this morning, a girl quietly left my apartment for the airport after a whirlwind three days of mutual exploration and discovery. Under the amazingly wonderful auspices of approval from our respective partners, this girl and I were free to explore life with the trappings of power and desire, and found it much to our tastes. A new adventure begins with a girl in service to me, and me laughing and giggling all the way to the bank.

I really sometimes have to stop and wonder how my life got to be this good. Clearly I don't really deserve all these wonderful bounties... clearly I must be looking behind my shoulder at all times to look out for the bounty-bank owner who is clearly stalking me to return my prize back to its vault.

I have the love of my life coming to live with me. And I have a wonderful girl flying away to digest the amount of power she has handed to me. And me?

I'm in awe.


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May. 20th, 2009 02:17 pm (UTC)
I am so happy for you. Enjoy!
May. 20th, 2009 02:46 pm (UTC)
You are deserving because you were willing to accept this part of your life and let it flourish. That's a brave thing to do.

I hope all goes well with your new sub and your love<3
May. 20th, 2009 03:15 pm (UTC)
May. 20th, 2009 03:32 pm (UTC)
Gratitude is always appropriate, hoss.

That goes for us too.

May. 20th, 2009 03:51 pm (UTC)

You deserve great happiness. More, more, more.

May. 20th, 2009 04:54 pm (UTC)
Life is good. And will get better. More friends, more love. Good luck to you both.
May. 20th, 2009 04:04 pm (UTC)
I'm guessing you guys have your route and stops figured out, but let me know if you're passing through VA and are planning to stop. Jer and I might be able to swing out and say hi. :)
May. 20th, 2009 04:04 pm (UTC)
I'm always surprised at how surprised you are with what life sometimes hands you.

I never am. :-)

Best wishes for new endeavors Sir.
May. 20th, 2009 07:50 pm (UTC)
mazel tov and who-hoo! buy the ticket, take the ride! :D
May. 21st, 2009 03:49 pm (UTC)
I'm in awe, too. I've known you about six years now, and I love seeing how you've grown, how you've changed and yet remained entirely yourself, and how much joy you have in your life. I mean, look at you - you're about to become a cat person. :)

I wish you all the best, and much, much more.

We have much to catch up on - hope to see you soon!
May. 26th, 2009 01:49 pm (UTC)
you deserve nothing but the best, and I echo those above that state being open to new experiences is half the battle. *hugs*
May. 28th, 2009 02:17 pm (UTC)
Congrats Boymeat. Life is filling your glass with champagne. You deserve it!
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