It happened as it always does... I feel like my ability to bridge gaps in relationships is with me once again, and then, I get slammed. Its my own damn fault too, that is the real shame of it all.
When am I gonna learn? How long do I need to willingly lie in the mud before I realize that some relationships are just dead? I can't even figure out which part of me is taking the lead in my self-deceit - my heart, or my brain. Sometimes I think they're teaming up against me.
I don't like letting relationships die. Its just not my way.
